Fall in love…Again 

How is it possible to fall in love with the same person over and over again?  I’m asked how to make things last. Never have an answer. Far from a love or marriage guru We just continue to fall in love with one another over and over again. I glance over and don’t recognize the […]

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Coping Separately.

I have yet to speak on how illness can impact the composition or yet rock the foundation of a strong marriage. I have been married to a man who I describe as my “hero” which I will later on explain, for many reasons. He’s brought beauty into my life. We’ve been married for 12 years […]

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My Bodytype 💛

This is my body type. I stay healthy. I accept myself as I am. It takes time. I am happy with who I am. When you accept yourself Everything else follows. Nothing stands in between. God is always the only one ahead of me.​ ​​​

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Women, Mom ❤️

Women. Just to focus on a woman. I grew up with only a woman She was both woman and “man”. The concept of what true life struggle were Couldn’t have been taught to me any better Than by her. Even if she would have kept my “dad” She would have still been woman and  “man”. […]

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First Christmas here. 

Our first Christmas here. Not for me for them. I had my childhood already But now it’s their time. And I’m so grateful to be able to provide them different. This Christmas they asked, “What do we put on our list?” I said, “Guys we got gift, our home.” Amazingly no hassle  No fuss. They […]

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“Ethan, you’re beautiful.”

I wish I could explain everything I feel inside.This boy…he is my son. He was so brave today. Faces the world with bravery everyday. He stood in front of a crowd of people he didn’t know and grooved to the Christmas music amongst his peers. He dances his own moves 😂, their moves too! But […]

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His heartbeat ❤️

His heart beat. The most sweet rhythmic sound I’ve heard right before that of my children’s. And still now. His heart beat. I get as close as I can every chance. I just want to listen to  His heart beat.

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My Ugly Sweater Pen

My new ugly sweater pen!Actually if it were my size I would wear it everyday. Not the pen The sweater. I will write my poetry with this pen Until the ink runs out. Then I will buy more ink And dip the the tip of this pen And write again. It will become my eternal […]

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Today, Tonight🌗✨

I wake up in the morningAnd I wake in the middle of night… Not because I have trouble sleeping Just to remind the world and my Lord of My gratitude for the variance of light in life.

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